Faith

Somebody asked If I ever regretted being in this situation I’m in. You know, breaking up with Kevin.  In a superficial level, you’d think it sucks. But in my case, if you know my reasons and  if you’ll really, as in really think and contemplate about it, you’ll find out it’s worth it. Friends know.

Besides, I do not really regret.  If I do, its only a matter of eating a banana instead of an apple. Just simple things that aren’t a matter of life and death.

I do not regret because I have my own successful ways of justifying my acts. I sincerely do not know if its a good thing or not (speculating its the latter…).

But it works for me.

A few days back, I was sort of lost -  with the ‘usual’ activities I normally do when  I was still ‘alone’ and ‘independent’. But of course, situations happen and we all have to either go back to where we left off or move forward to somewhere or something.  Adjustment lang. Kung ano man o gano kadami o kalayo ang kelangan. As for me, Balik sa dati… I research and analyze things daily - not wholly glamorous or fun, but keeps me occupied so its all good. And so upon finally adjusting yet and again, I got to think about the favorableness of being single:

-  looooooonger baths.
- more reading and writing.
- more writing and reading.
- being more active and actually moving.
- developing a more creative imagination.
- having more time to hang out with my friends.
- et cetera

 Although some things aren’t  as fun anymore. And yknow, the misery of missing someone to be there on a daily basis. Oh well. Some days are better than the others.

Don’t worry guys, I'm good, I'm koo. Lol.

So friends, stop questioning why I'm in where I am right now, come on. Haha. WE CAN NEVER CAN TELL (Melanie Marquez!) what the future holds, ika nga.

I'm just keeping the faith :)