Of Billiards and Red Horse and Everything That Came Afterwards

I remember you once asked me if I think we'd be happy if we ended up together. Sadly, I don't remember what I told you. That question however has been hard to forget; it's been lingering on the corners of my head and it creeps up to me when I least expect it. These past few days especially, that question has been flashing in my head in big, bold letters. (I think you know why)

Just like how my favorite Oasis song goes, "there are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how..." So here's the best that I can do, I'll try to put into writing the answer that I have come up with to try and put things into their proper perspective. So here it goes...

Yes, I think we'd be happy had we ended up together. In my head I've pictured us doing so many things. I can see us traveling the world together. I imagine us sitting at a cafe; smoking some cigs, people watching and talking about whatever. We'd trade songs and sing like idiots on the many road trips we'll have. I see us reading books on a lazy afternoon. We'd fall asleep with our legs intertwined. And... a dozen other scenarios that I'll just keep to myself. We could've been happy together. We could've helped each other bring back the faith in love and relationships. We could've. But I guess it's all too late now.

You may or may not read this, either way, I really don't care. Now that I've shared this on the world wide web, I feel a tad better. I think. Anyway, here's THE SONG. This song will always be for you.

 

I was meant to tread the water, but now I've gotten into deep...

...This could be nothing, but I'm willing to give it a try...

You Give Me Something, James Morrison